So, I was watching a show called "Studio 5" and they were talking about an article a mom wrote on her website.
www.powerofmoms.com "Your children want YOU!"
I really really enjoyed it. She has voiced the many concerns that I live with almost everyday of my life lately. I haven't felt like the greatest "supermom" and most days I am just trying to get through the day. I don't have a pinterest account, or a facebook account, but I do look at blogs. A LOT. Funny thing is that just 2 days ago, without even reading this article yet, I went through my blog list and deleted quite a few blogs. I didn't personally know the people, just had found them through someone else, and liked the way they wrote and to see what creative things they were doing with their house. I realized that I was spending countless hours reading about peoples lives that I didn't even know. My new goal is to look at the few I have left, once or twice a week. I may have gotten a few great ideas on decorating, but it isn't worth my time. But, because of these blogs, including a burned lady in provo (most of you may know her blog), her really funny sister's blog, and other various blogs, I have been feeling less of a great mom day after day. They all seem so creative and fun. I wasn't feeling that my life was as "charmed" and fun as theirs. Also I felt that I wasn't witty or interesting enough to put down words on a blog and therefore slacked on mine. (which is dumb because it was for my kids anyway to record their history. Not to impress people to read it over and over again. :)
I am making a new New Year's Goal.
Don't compare myself to others. This will NOT be an easy goal, but I hope that it will change my mindset. I am me and that's all I can be. I will do my best to be a great mom to my kids. Not for my friends, family, neighbors, or my blog.